One day sober

So I'm one day sober from being negative. Of course I have times where negative thoughts creep in but for the most part, I'm doing pretty good.

I've found that speaking less and listening more actually helps a little. When you want to say something negative or something negative creeps in, stay silent think about why do you even need to say that or think that and continue to say my "why not me" motto. It really does help.

And now I'm also seeing how my negative attitude really does affect the people around me. People close to me are either distancing themselves from me or adapting that negative attitude. I don't like it, I would never want other people to be as miserable as I was. So now in this ironic twist of life, I am the one that needs to be positive and lift up everyone else! Now it's not just for me it's for people I really care about.  I have to do this!

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