Pain

So yesterday someone I care about tremendously said something that really got me thinking. They said I was an asshole. In the past I've been called that but aways laughed it off because of my sarcastic humor. But I really started thinking and I have become an asshole. I think it's okay to have that kind of humor but I think I use as a way to protect myself. I don't want to do that. I've seen too many people in this life that are so cold hearted because they let the world get to them. I don't want my heart to be calloused by the world. I don't want to be like everyone else. I want to love everyone no matter what. I want my love to be bountiful and unconditional.

A lot of people get hurt and decide to just stop loving because of that. I don't want to do that, and that in itself is a challenge. To not give up after being hurt so much is a really hard thing to do and a lot of people can't. But like I said I don't want to be like everyone else. I want to be different. I want to challenge myself and reach my potential and beyond. I want to make sure that when I love someone there is no doubt in their mind that my love is real. I seriously think I was put on this earth to inspire but more than anything to love. And pain is not going to stop me from doing that. And on the other side of pain is pleasure. I want my life to be amazing,  I want to be happy always, and pain is not going to stop me from doing that. I highly suggest you do the same. Don't let pain stop you from reaching your dreams. Don't let pain be the reason you didn't do something because regret will hurt much worse, I guarantee you. You can do it!

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